Its tough to quit something that you enjoy isn't it?
Thats quite a story with the low speed event triggering it ... I can see going back to riding at a very different level after all that and after a long waiting time ... Everything in life is a risk ... Its best to calculate the risk before the event that is a life changing event ..
Below are 2 examples of choices I had to make, 1 on smoking and the other on
running ... Believe me, I do not pop wheelies on a bike so much now because that was what caused my crash ...
Wow. Thanks for sharing your story. It does, however, make me wonder how different our "addiction" to riding is from an actual addiction.
I'm sort of addicted to riding but not really ... Riding is my entire life here other than my gf and people watching and I don't want to ruin what I have going here via personal stupidity and I want to ride a dirt bike till I drop. I have to make that happen for me... No one else can...
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I was a runner once .. 40-50 miles a week, every week ... Got back into bike riding after ~20 yrs layoff and tried to ride like I did when I 18 ... Crashed and crushed a vertebra in my lower back ... DOC said I could ride and run again so I when I eased back into running after a few months ...No real bad side effects just an inch shorter in height ...
The first time I tried to pick up my pace and run at a ~6 minute per mile pace, my leg went num after that run ... It had never happened before and that was it... I felt it came from the vertebra injury and that was the last time I did any pounding to my body running ... Still have 3 almost new, pairs of running shoes from that time in life ...
At the time, running was more important than riding the bike and I quit running on the spot ...
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I was a smoker also once upon a time ... 3 packs a day, $2 a carton in EU at the US Army stores ... To get 3 packs a day, you gotta light up early and stay up late smoking ... Anyway, I started getting blood clots in my legs ... some 5-6" long ... They would come and go and the Army finally sent me to Walter Reed ... This was probably '87 or so ...Deep clots are the bad ones, mine were on the surface and this type is not what kills people on the spot ...
Anyway, they think I have a blood disease call Buergers disease ... They don't know where it comes from and no cure... Just stay away from tobacco products and it will slow its progress down and it may not be a problem till late in life ... The DOCS told me this and I went to the library there and read about it and it sounded like what I had ... I finished the 1/2 pack of generics smokes that had in my pocket and I stopped smoking on the spot ... It was probably 3 yrs before I smoked a single cigarette again.. So > 20 yrs and no smoking for me except one every now and then when drunk ... And every so often I get a small symptom of this disease so I know I will deal with it later some day unless I kick the bucket in the near future .. And I'm OK with both avenues ...
And believe it or not, there are others out there with this disease and they can't or won't stop smoking and they get toes, fingers, legs and other body parts cut off because the clots do stop blood circulation in the advanced stages and will cause gangrene ... Thats my future

.. And thats why I became a runner to help my blood circulation and maybe grow some muscle ... The latter did not really happen
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As much as liked both topics here, it was ~easy to quit both because I had to ... Or be an idiot and ignore the facts given to me and risk my life and well being ... Again, it was ~easy because it was the right thing for me to do and as I see so much stupidity on display by so many people on a regular basis , I try very hard to take a moment and at least attempt to be intelligent in my truly important decisions ... And I'm not a smart guy but I do try.
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When I can't ride a dirt bike, I'll stop and ride a street bike ... After that, I'll get a boat and float around these islands with lots of safety equipment... After that, maybe the good Lord will provide me a path ... After age 50 or so, there are no guarantees you even wake up each day from sleep ... so you better use your head for more than a hat rack when faced with a decision that actually does matter, if not for yourself but for the others close to you ... they'll be the ones picking you up and they most likely don't want to be in that position ...
Please ride safe in this new year everyone ...