Thanks for all the well wishes folks! I really do appreciate it. I am over feeling sorry for myself and have changed my mental attitude on the whole thing.
The pain is still excruciating, but managed well by some oxycodone. I just don't want to end up getting hooked on that stuff. I am taking it less and dealing with the pain more, really using it to help me sleep. I have not had a good night sleep since the 2nd of July. I can only sleep sitting upright in a chair for now, so I am camping out in the den, kinda like indoor camping when I was a kid

. The wife still has to help me out a lot, without her I do not know how I could manage by myself, love that woman.
Surgery is scheduled for Thursday, hopefully the screws and plate will hold in the bone without it disintegrating, otherwise it is a prosthetic ball joint that will be on standby.
As for the chest protector, I am kinda new to the sport and thought those were only needed for hard core stuff, well I was wrong and admit it. Hopefully those that ride with me will take this as a clue to gear up more. I thought a good set of boots, helmet, goggles gloves and jersey/pants combo was enough.

I will keep y'all posted on the progress after I am back from surgery.
Thank you.